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Friday, January 2, 2026

#4 - Read All of Stephen King's Novels

This one is going to take me a very long time to finish, if I can ever finish it, but here's my ongoing log!
  • 'Salem's Lot
  • 11/22/63
  • 1922 (ss)
  • A Death (ss)
  • A Face in the Crowd (ss)
  • A Good Marriage (ss)
  • A Very Tight Place
  • Afterlife (ss)
  • The Answer Man (ss)
  • Ayana (ss)
  • The Bachman Books
  • Bad Little Kid (ss)
  • Bag of Bones
  • The Ballad of the Flexible Bullet (ss)
  • Batman and Robin Have an Altercation (ss)
  • Battleground (ss)
  • The Bazaar of Bad Dreams
  • Beachworld (ss)
  • Before the Play (ss)
  • The Best Book You Can't Read (essay)
  • Big Driver (ss)
  • Big Wheels: A Tale of the Laundry Game (Milkman #2) (ss)
  • Billy Summers
  • Black House
  • Blaze
  • Blind Willie
  • Blockade Billy
  • The Blue Air Compressor (ss)
  • The Bone Church (poem)
  • The Boogeyman (ss)
  • The Book-Banners: Adventure in Censorship Is Stranger Than Fiction (essay)
  • The Breathing Method
  • Brooklyn August (poem)
  • Cain Rose up (ss)
  • Carrie
  • The Cat From Hell (ss)
  • Cell
  • Chattery Teeth (ss)
  • Children of the Corn (ss)
  • Christine
  • The Colorado Kid
  • Cookie Jar (ss)
  • The Crate (ss)
  • Crouch End (ss)
  • Cujo
  • Cycle of the Werewolf
  • Danny Couchlin's Bad Dream (ss)
  • Danse Macabre
  • The Dark Half
  • The Dark Man (poem)
  • The Dark Tower
  • The Dark Tower: Song of Susannah
  • The Dark Tower: The Drawing of the Three
  • The Dark Tower: The Gunslinger
  • The Dark Tower: The Waste Lands
  • The Dark Tower: The Wind Through the Keyhole
  • The Dark Tower: Wizard and Glass (I)
  • The Dark Tower: Wizard and Glass (II)
  • The Dark Tower: Wolves of the Calla
  • The Dead Zone
  • Dedication (ss)
  • Desperation
  • Different Seasons
    • Apt Pupil
    • The Body
    • Rita Hayworth and the Shawshank Redemption
  • Doctor Sleep
  • The Doctor's Case (ss)
  • Dolan's Cadillac (ss)
  • Dolores Claiborne
  • Donovan's Brain (poem)
  • Dreamcatcher
  • The Dreamers (ss)
  • Drunken Fireworks (ss)
  • Duma Key
    • 10/20/25 **
  • The Dune (ss)
  • Elevation
  • End of Watch
  • The End of the Whole Mess (ss)
  • Ever et Raw Meat? and Other Weird Questions (essay)
  • Everything's Eventual (collection)
    • 1408
    • All That You Love Will Be Carried Away 
    • Autopsy Room Four
    • The Death of Jack Hamilton 
    • Everything's Eventual 
    • In the Deathroom
    • The Little Sisters of Eluria
    • L.T.'s Theory of Pets
    • Luckey Quarter
    • Lunch at the Gotham Cafe
    • The Man in the Black Suit (ss)
    • Riding the Bullet
    • The Road Virus Heads North
    • That Feeling, You Can Only Say What It Is in French
  • The Extra Hour (ss)
  • The Eyes of the Dragon
  • Fair Extension (ss)
  • Fairy Tale
  • Faithful
  • Father's Day (ss)
  • Fenway and the Great White Whale (essay)
  • The Fifth Quarter (ss)
  • The Fifth Step (ss)
  • Finders Keepers
  • Finn (ss)
  • Firestarter
  • Five to One, One in Five (essay)
  • For Owen (poem)
  • Forward to Night Shift (essay)
  • Four Past Midnight (collection)
  • From A Buick 8
  • Full Dark, No Stars (collection)
  • GUNS 
  • The Genius of "The Tell-Tale Heart" (essay)
  • Gerald's Game
  • The Gingerbread Girl (ss)
  • The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon
  • The Glass Floor (ss)
  • Graduation Afternoon (ss)
  • Gramma (ss)
  • Graveyard Shift (ss)
  • Great Hookers I Have Known (essay)
  • The Green Mile
  • The Green Mile: Coffey on the Mile
  • The Green Mile: Coffey's Hands
  • The Green Mile: Night Journey
  • The Green Mile: The Bad Death of Eduard Delacroix
  • The Green Mile: The Mouse on the Mile
  • the Green Mile: The Two Dead Girls
  • Grey Matter (ss)
  • Gwendy's Button Box
  • Gwendy's Final Task
  • The Hardcase Speaks (poem)
  • Harrison State Park '68 (poem)
  • Harvey's Dream (ss)
  • Head Down (essay)
  • Hearts in Atlantis (collection)
  • Hearts in Atlantis
  • Heavenly Shades of Night Are Falling
  • Here There Be Tygers (ss)
  • Herman Wouk Is Still Alive (ss)
  • Holly
  • Home Delivery (ss)
  • Horror Fiction: From Danse Macabre (essay)
  • The Horror Market Writer and the Ten Bears: A True Story (essay)
  • The House on Maple Street (ss)
  • How IT Happened (essay)
  • I Am the Doorway (ss)
  • I Know What You Need (ss)
  • IT
  • If It Bleeds (collection)
  • If It Bleeds 
  • In the Key-Chords of Dawn (poem)
  • In the Tall Grass (ss)
  • Insomnia
  • The Institute
  • Introduction to Jack Ketchum's The Girl Next Door
  • It Grows on You (ss)
  • The Jaunt (ss)
  • Jerusalem's Lot (ss)
  • Joyland 
  • Jumper (ss)
  • Just a Little Talent (essay)
  • Just After Sunset (collection)
  • Later
  • Laurie (ss)
  • The Lawnmower Man (ss)
  • The Ledge (ss)
  • Letters from Hell
  • The Library Policeman
  • The Life of Chuck
  • Lisey's Story
  • Little Green God of Agony (ss)
  • The Lonesome Death of Jordy Verrill (ss)
  • The Long Walk
  • Low Men in Yellow Coats
  • The Man Who Loved Flowers (ss)
  • The Man Who Would Not Shake Hands (ss)
  • Man With a Belly (ss)
  • The Mangler (ss)
  • Memory (ss)
  • Mid-Life Confidential: The Rock Bottom Remainders Tour America With Three Chords and an Attitude
  • Mile 81 (ss)
  • Misery
  • The Mist
  • Mister Yummy (ss)
  • The Monkey (ss)
  • Morality (ss)
  • Morning Deliveries (Milkman #1) (ss)
  • Most Overrated Rock Band (ss)
  • Mostly Old Men (poem)
  • The Moving Finger (ss)
  • Mr. Harrigan's Phone
  • Mr. Mercedes
  • Mrs. Todd's Shortcut (ss)
  • The Music Room (ss)
  • Mute (ss)
  • My Pretty Pony (ss)
  • N. (ss)
  • Needful Things
  • Never Flinch
  • The New Lieutenant's Rap
  • The New York Times at Special Bargain Rates (ss)
  • The Night Flier (ss)
  • Night Shift (collection)
  • Night Surf (ss)
  • The Night of the Tiger (ss)
  • Nightmares and Dreamscapes (collection)
  • Nightmares in the Sky
  • Nona (ss)
  • N
  • Obits (ss)
  • The Old Dude's Ticker (ss)
  • On Becoming a Brand Name (essay)
  • On Slide Inn Road (ss)
  • On The Shining and Other Perpetrations (essay)
  • On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft
  • One for the Road (ss)
  • The Outsider
  • Paranoid: A Chant (poem)
  • Pet Sematary
  • Peter Straub: An Informal Appreciation (essay)
  • The Plant: Installment One
  • The Plant: Installment Two
  • The Plant: Installment Three
  • Popsy (ss)
  • Premium Harmony (ss)
  • Quitters, Inc. (ss)
  • The Raft (ss)
  • Rage
  • Rainy Season (ss)
  • Rattlesnakes (ss)
  • Rat
  • The Reach (ss)
  • The Reaper's Image (ss)
  • Red Screen (ss)
  • The Regulators
  • The Reploids (ss)
  • Rest Stop (ss)
  • The Revelations of 'Becka Paulson (ss)
  • Revival
  • The Ring (essay)
  • Roadwork
  • Rose Madder
  • The Running Man
  • Rush Call (ss)
  • Secret Window, Secret Garden
  • Secret Windows: Essays and Fiction on the Craft of Writing
  • The Secretary of Dreams, Vol 1
  • The Secretary of Dreams, Vol 2
  • The Shining 
  • Shivers VI
  • Shivers VII
  • Silence (poem)
  • Six Stories
  • Skeleton Crew (collection)
  • Sleeping Beauties
  • Sneakers (ss)
  • Something to Tide You Over (ss)
  • Sometimes They Come Back (ss)
  • Sorry, Right Number
  • Special Makeup Effects and the Writer (essay)
  • The Stand
  • Stationary Bike (ss)
  • Stephen King Goes to the Movies (collection)
  • Storm of the Century
  • Strawberry Spring (ss)
  • Suffer the Little Children (ss)
  • Summer Thunder (ss)
  • The Sun Dog
  • Survivor Type (ss)
  • The Tale of Gray Dick (ss)
  • The Talisman
  • The Ten O'Clock People (ss)
  • That Bus Is Another World (ss)
  • They're Creeping up on You (ss)
  • Thin Scenery (ss)
  • The Things They Left Behind (ss)
  • Thinner
  • Throttle (ss)
  • The Tommyknockers
  • Tommy (poem)
  • Trucks (ss)
  • The Turbulence Expert (ss)
  • Turning the Thumbscrews on the Reader (essay)
  • Two Past Midnight: A Note on Secret Window, Secret Garden (essay)
  • Two Talented Bastids (ss)
  • UR
  • Umney's Last Case (ss)
  • Uncle Otto's Truck (ss)
  • Under the Dome
  • Under the Weather (ss)
  • The Weapon (essay)
  • The Wedding Gig (ss)
  • Weeds (ss)
  • What Stephen King Does for Love (essay)
  • What's Scary (essay)
  • Why We're in Vietnam
  • Willa (ss)
  • Willie the Weirdo (ss)
  • The Woman in the Room (ss)
  • Word Processor of the Gods (ss)
  • You Know They Got a Hell of a Band (ss)
  • You Like It Darker (collection)

#1 - Complete the 2025 Book Riot Reading Challenge

This is the closest I've ever gotten to completing the Book Riot Read Harder Challenge! Maybe my goal for next year should be 13 of them?

By the way, if you're a reader who wants to expand what they read, I highly, highly recommend this challenge. It really pushes me out of my preferred genres and has greatly broadened my ideas about my preferred genres. I'm super thankful for this offering.
  1. Read a 2025 release by a BIPOC author.
  2. Reread a childhood favorite book.
  3. Read a queer mystery.
  4. Read a book about obsession.
  5. Read a book about immigration or refugees.
  6. Read a standalone fantasy book. Circe
  7. Read a book about a piece of media you love (a TV show, a movie, a band, etc.)
  8. Read literary fiction by a BIPOC, LGBTQIA+, and/or disabled author
  9. Read a book based solely on its setting
  10. Read a romance book that doesn’t have an illustrated cover.
  11. Read a work of weird horror: House of Leaves
  12. Read a staff pick from an indie bookstore. (Preferably, from your local indie bookstore.)
  13. Read a nonfiction book about nature or the environment. 
  14. Read a comic in translation.
  15. Read a banned book and complete a task on Book Riot’s How to Fight Book Bans guides.
  16. Read a genre-blending book. 
  17. Read a book about little-known history
  18. Read a “cozy” book by a BIPOC author.
  19. Read a queernorm book.
  20. Read the first book in a completed young adult or middle grade duology.
  21. Read a book about a moral panic.
  22. Read a holiday romance that isn’t Christmas.
  23. Read a wordless comic.
  24. Pick a 2015 Read Harder Challenge task to complete.
2: Reread a childhood favorite book: The Outsiders by S. E. Hinton

The Outsiders is the first book I remember loving. Like, I know I was a kid who liked to read, but this is the first book that made me think, wow, I really love reading. I remember being even more shocked because it was assigned in my seventh grade English class, and I don't think I realized that I could love, like, not just do well, but really love something that was assigned. 

I haven't revisited the book since then, so I was both excited and nervous to pick it up again. I was worried I wouldn't love it... or maybe I'd even hate it. Maybe revisiting it would ruin my first book love. Good news: I loved it so much. Again, I didn't want to put it down. The characters are vivid and riveting. The story keeps moving. And it's so beautiful and heartbreaking all at once. 

I'm thinking this will enter my reread rotation. It's definitely at the top of my YA fav list, and that is a very strong list. Unlike other books on that list though, this one was actually written by a teenage girl (about teenage boys), and I definitely did not realize that until reading the preface and afterward. Honestly, it's mind blowing and inspiring. I might just reread That Was Then, This Is Now after this.

3. Read a queer mystery: Ace of Spades by Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé

I was really expecting to like this book, but I didn't. I don't know. I guess I was expecting a murder mystery or some other kind of crime mystery, but, instead, it's more of a high school mystery that turns into a major conspiracy. But the actual conspiracy just felt too much like the real world, so it wasn't a super shocking reveal. Some of the characters were okay, but others were too flat to really care about. So. Meh.

6: Read a standalone fantasy book: Circe by Madeline Miller

3/29/25, for Bingo Book Club

I loved rereading this book yet again. It's definitely in my Top 10.

8: Read literary fiction by a BIPOC, LGBTQIA+, and/or disabled author: James by Percival Everett

3/7/25 for Bingo Book Club

I really enjoyed this book and understand why it's received so many nominations and awards. It's a very thoughtful retelling of The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn from Jim's point of view. In my perspective, it felt like Everett really loves Huckleberry Finn but wasn't quite at peace with his love of it because of how Jim is portrayed... through Huck's eyes. So, he wrote a book that is 100% compatible and, if taken as truth, makes both books and characters complicated and lovable. It also had a similar style and weight, keeping the tone very literary. I think it's beautifully written and a compelling story.

9: Read a book based solely on its setting. Scrapper by Matt Bell

12/14/25

I got this book because Matt Bell mentioned it in his book Refuse to Be Done: How to Write and Rewrite a Novel in Three Drafts, which I read last year. He talked about being inspired by the ruins of the Packard Plant in Detroit, and that's all I really knew about the book. It was really good and then a bit icky but in a very intriguing way and then there were a couple extra stories thrown in there that I don't quite know how to make sense of. I don't know if I'd recommend it per se, but I did enjoy the read. It had me hooked from the moment the tension starts (which does take a few dozen pages).

11: Read a work of weird horror: House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski

8/11/25, loaned to me by Cassie Branderhorst

I really wanted to like this book because Cassie and Stephen King and so many others have said it's great. But I just couldn't get into it. It was so much work, and I just didn't find I cared enough about the characters or the story itself for the work to pay off. There were some really cool themes throughout, but I wanted more out of them.

17. Read a book about little-known history: Hip Hop Is History by Questlove

10/27/25, audiobook

I picked this book because I've been a long-time hip hop fan and have always felt like I needed to know about the history of hip hop and how hip hop has affected history, especially in the United States. This book gave a lot of that, though I feel like the real meat of it was confined to a few chapters in the middle, when Questlove really goes into the emergence of hip hop and then how it evolved and was influenced and influenced into the 90s and 2000s. But I found the centering of The Roots, while understandable considering the author, to be frustrating. Like, I'd get if he talked about how various artists and albums affected his own music and the group, which he does discuss, but the whole beginning of the book is just him rambling about himself, in the middle he talks about how he and The Roots were affected (and kinda not really affected) by rap beefs and such, and then the end just feels like him spewing opinions on younger artists. Like, I get his opinions on the genre and hip hop artists are definitely more informed and nuanced than mine are, but it was just a little weird that he made it seem like The Roots were the center of all of it, rather than just telling the story as an insider who has a unique perspective. 

18. Read a “cozy” book by a BIPOC author: Gmorning, Gnight by Lin Manuel Miranda

12/31/25, for the second time

I reread this book for the Book Riot item "Read a 'cozy' book by a BIPOC author." I would have rather read something new, but I really wanted to finish the Book Riot list this year. I already had this book, and it's a very quick read. I really enjoyed it the second time as well! It's just really sweet and encouraging and humanizing. I highly recommend it.

19: Read a queernorm book: Pet by Akwaeke Emezi

8/11/25, audiobook

This was a middle grade book, and while I've come to really enjoy YA, middle grade isn't quite my thing. That said, there were parts of this book that were really beautiful. In particular, I enjoyed the main character, Jam, and her relationship with Pet, the "monster" she accidentally summons. I could picture them and enjoyed their growing relationship, even with its constant tension, as Pet was there to destroy an actual monster, someone Jam knew even though she didn't know who it was. Jam's friendship with Redemption was also very sweet and believable. The characters, their relationships, and the mystery element of the plot kept me invested in the story. 

20: Read the first book in a completed young adult or middle grade duology: The Daughter of the Moon Goddess by Sue Lynn Tan

8/24/25

I found this book through a search for ideas for this list item. It was fine. Some of the descriptions were pretty, and it's always fun to have a badass girl/woman main character. But it was all, she's a badass, and there's a love triangle, and of course she's going to save the day. I suppose I didn't see one of the twists coming, but it wasn't super compelling. So. Yeah, it was fine.

21: Read a book about a moral panic: They Came for the Schools by Mike Hixenbaugh

8/18/25, audiobook

I picked They Came for the Schools for this item because of the recent attacks on education, especially public education. It was a hard read (i.e., listen). While the author told a compelling story and shared how people fought back, the main events of this story occurred in 2020-2022, and things have only gotten worse, particularly with the new presidential administration working to dismantle the Department of Education and privatizing K-12 education, and I see so much of the South Lake strategy spreading, while counter strategies do not seem to have been effective in pushing back. While I learned a lot, this was a stressful read.

22: Read a holiday romance that isn’t Christmas: The Matzo Ball by Jean Meltzer

11/25/25

I read this book for the Book Riot Read Harder Challenge item "read a holiday romance that isn’t Christmas." I kinda hate Christmas, so I was down for this one. So, you can imagine my disappointment when the book opens with the main character being obsessed WITH CHRISTMAS. I was so mad. But I'd bought the book, so I just kept going. And it didn't really end up being about Christmas, but there was a lot of Christmas. I also dislike a main character who is a writer. It feel so lazy because the person writing it is obviously a writer, and there are way too many writers who are main characters. In the middle, there were a lot of cute details, and I was brought back in. But then, the Jewish man who was throwing a Hannukah party ordered a meat-and-cheese charcuterie platter for his staff. And I was right back out. And then it just got so cheesy and stupid. Like, these characters hadn't seen each other in nineteen years, since they were twelve years old, yet somehow they knew they were meant to be together and were in love and should get married a.s.a.p. So dumb.

24: Pick a 2015 Read Harder Challenge task to complete: 2: A book written by someone when they were over the age of 65 & 24: A self-improvement book: You Are Here by Thích Nhất Hạnh

1/9/25

This was a reread because I'm teaching a course on mindfulness and meditation this quarter. This book is a really nice, approachable introduction to mindfulness. We're using it as our textbook, so I wanted to get back through it again before assigning readings. The only weird thing is there are some jarring moments when he uses really traumatic examples, sometimes out of no where, but overall, it's just a really peaceful, calming, thought-provoking book.

#19 - Make 3 New Breads

I only managed one attempt this year, and it was quite disappointing. Lol. 

That's okay, I will try again next year!

I didn't even take a picture. It was supposed to be a basic white bread. I think maybe my instant yeast isn't any good. Even though recipes are always like, "It's fine!" But there was so little change after resting and bringing to room temperature. I ate the bread, but it was uncomfortably dense. And I saw, every step of the way, that it didn't seem right, but I just kept going because recipes always assure me that the instant yeast is fine. But like. 

#13 - Practice Yoga 36 Times

I didn't quite make it, but I think I would have without my injury, so I'll try again next year!

January (4)

1 - 1/19/25: 5 minutes on my own

2 - 1/23/25: gentle yoga with mindfulness & meditation students

3 - 1/23/25: 10 minutes on Down Dog

4 - 1/31/25: 15 minutes on Down Dog

February (1)

5 - 2/17/25: 45 minutes at The Ray

March (4)

6 - 3/9/25: 15 minutes on Down Dog

7 - 3/11/25: gentle yoga with secondary PE methods students

8 - 3/16/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

9 - 3/27/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

April (1)

10 - 4/6/25: 25 minutes via Down Dog

May (1)

11 - 5/20/25: 5 minutes on my own

June (3)

12 - 6/2/25: 5 minutes on my own

13 - 6/20/25: 5 minutes on my own

14 - 6/24/25: 10 minutes via Down Dog

July (4)

15 - 7/7/25: 10 minutes via Down Dog

16 - 7/13/25: 10 minutes via Down Dog

17 - 7/16/25: 15 minutes via Down Dog

18 - 7/22/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

August (4)

19 - 8/7/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

20 - 8/10/25: 10 minutes via Down Dog

21 - 8/21/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

22 - 8/26/25: 25 minutes via Down Dog

September (1) 

23 - 9/11/25: 45 minutes at The Ray with Kali

October  (5)

24 - 10/3/25: 10 minutes via Down Dog

25 - 10/5/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

26 - 10/21/25: 15 minutes via Down Dog

27 - 10/23/25: 45 minutes with the DePaul Women's Network at The Ray

28 - 10/29/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

November (1)

29 - 11/11/25: 20 minutes via Down Dog

December (2)

30 - 12/17/25: 5 minutes on my own

31 - 12/28/25: 10 minutes via Down Dog

Thursday, January 2, 2025

#1 - Complete the 2024 Book Riot Reading Challenge (Fail)

I love how much the annual Book Riot Challenge has diversified my reading. With this annual list and Bingo Book Club, I've fallen in love with genres and subgenres I previously though I had no interest in. All of these are also listed in my (failed) Read 40 Books item from this year, but I wanted to group the Book Riot ones all in one place.

I got through over half for the first time ever!
  1. Read a cozy fantasy book
  2. Read a YA book by a trans author
  3. Read a middle grade horror novel
  4. Read a history book by a BIPOC author
  5. Read a sci-fi novella
  6. Read a middle grade book with an LGBTQIA main character.
  7. Read an indie published collection of poetry by a BIPOC or queer author
  8. Read a book in translation from a country you’ve never visited
  9. Read a book recommended by a librarian
  10. Read a historical fiction book by an Indigenous author
  11. Read a picture book published in the last five years.
  12. Read a genre book (SFF, horror, mystery, romance) by a disabled author
  13. Read a comic that has been banned.
  14. Read a book by an author with an upcoming event (virtual or in person) and then attend the event.
  15. Read a YA nonfiction book
  16. Read a book based solely on the title
  17. Read a book about media literacy
  18. Read a book about drag or queer artistry
  19. Read a romance with neurodivergent characters
  20. Read a book about books (fiction or nonfiction)
  21. Read a book that went under the radar in 2023
  22. Read a manga or manhwa
  23. Read a “howdunit” or “whydunit” mystery
  24. Pick a challenge from any of the previous years’ challenges to repeat

1. Read a cozy fantasy book: The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches by Sangu Mandanna

8/19/24, audiobook

I low key loved this book. It reminded me of The Night Circus with its sweet magic and underlying (very adult) love story. I didn't see the twist(s) or the ending coming. It held my interest, and I'd recommend it to anyone looking for a light, sweet read that still has some depth

2. Read a YA book by a trans author: The Witch King by H.E. Edgemon

This book started slow but then amped up in pace and stakes really fast. I also really appreciated something that my friend Allison once pointed out to me: YA really spells things out. You don't have to figure things out on your own. In the case of this book, that meant learning a lot about the teen trans experience and ways to be kind to people. I loved that the main character (Wyatt) was so complicated and was seemingly surrounded by simpler characters... until he wasn't. Everyone was complicated and was working through complicated situations. It really made for a compelling story, and I'm considering reading the rest of the books in the series.

7. Read an indie published collection of poetry by a BIPOC or queer author: Postcolonial Love Poem by Natalie Diaz

5/7/24

This was a lovely collection of poems. Some of the lines really hit hard, and the poetry was beautifully lyrical.

8. Read a book in translation from a country you've never visited: The Vegetarian by Han Kang
2/26/24, audiobook
I found the premise interesting, but I didn't love the story overall. It just felt like so much hating on this woman for becoming a vegetarian, and then it seemed like she lost her mind. It was just meh.

12, 21, & 24. Read a genre book (SFF, horror, mystery, romance) by a disabled author. read a book that went under the radar in 2023; & pick a challenge from any of the previous years’ challenges to repeat: Listen to an audiobook performed by a person of color of a book written by an author of color (2023): Noor by Nnedi Okorafor

4/14/24, audiobook

Book Riot listed this book as being under the radar in 2023. The premise was great: technology versus analog. In this world, some people, like Noor, have been able to overcome barriers due to their physical body through body modifications. Noor feels like she has the body she wants, but there are others, whom she eventually meets, who believe it's wrong to have body modifications. But then, she's on the run and is somehow the main target of a war? I had trouble following all of that, even though there weren't a lot of characters. The enemy was so faceless that it was hard to be invested, as the story felt so one sided. I know I just missed or forgot some things, but I didn't enjoy the story enough to go back and figure out what I missed.

9. Read a Book Recommended by a Librarian & 20. Read a Book About Books: Refuse to Be Done by Matt Bell

12/28/24, recommended to me by Tori Carl

I'm so pleased that some of my (writing) grad school friends took a course on teaching creative writing this fall and that their instructor assigned so many fantastic books to support writing a novel AND that these friends recommended the books to me! Refuse to Be Done is an incredible resource for strengthening a novel. I've already started paying attention to some of the advice around language, and I can't wait to go back and try some of the exercises on the novel I'm working on. Thank you, Tori!

15. Read a YA nonfiction book: Night by Elie Wiesel

8/8/24

Just an important read.

16. Read a book based solely on the title: Anarchism and Education: A Philosophical Perspective by Judith Suissa

8/21/24

I learned a few helpful philosophical distinctions from this book, which does help me think through how I articulate my approach to teaching, but, even though I shouldn't because the title includes "a philosophical perspective," I really expected some applications to practice. There were a few examples of schools with some interesting practices, but there wasn't really much about what this philosophical approach means and looks like in practice. But, it was short and an interesting read!

17. Read a book about media literacy: Digital Minimalism: Choosing a Focused Life in a Noisy World by Cal Newport

7/1/24, audiobook

Were there useful insights and practices in this book? Sure. I took some things away. Plus, it's super short. And. It is clear to me that the author is a well-educated, white, cisman who is likely also pretty wealthy and seems not to have interrogated this whole system we call capitalism, nor his role in it and in our colonialist, white supremacist country. So much of it is like, just cut down on social media (which he has never used) and go for a walk! Walk every day! Maybe for four hours, like this famous (old, white, wealthy) man who is famous for his deep thoughts! While surely, hours spent scrolling social media (a low-impact activity) could be traded for better uses of our time. And also. There's SO much privilege in being able to engage regularly in "high-impact" activities, especially time alone doing things that are good for us. Also, he seemed to advocate for "productive" uses of our time, even spending a little time shaming just resting, if it's passive resting, like watching TV. While this book might be helpful to some, those shortcomings were irksome to me. I also don't spend a ton of time on social media and even have some specialized accounts to engage with content that I find truly joyful, rather than just mindless scrolling. So. If you feel like you're super super into social media in an unhealthy way, this book could be helpful. He gives actual practices, with rationale, to declutter that part of your life and engage in things that you actually want to engage in and give you the energy you want and need.

23. Read a “howdunit” or “whydunit” mystery: I read this for the Book Riot 2024 Read Harder Challenge: The Devotion of Suspect X by Keigo Higashino
5/12/24, audiobook
I did not enjoy it. Like, the twist worked okay. But it would have worked for maybe a short story. It just dragged on and on. Just this detective and his weird friend being like, I think these two people who don't know each other well killed this guy. But we can't prove it. Huh. Weird. Talk to him. Talk to her. Still think that. Talk some more. I'm glad it's over.

Wednesday, January 1, 2025

#3 - Read 40 Books (Fail)

I was only 4 short this year, but it was full of bangers! 

* = recommend

** = highly recommend

1 - The Center of the Universe by Nancy Bachrach

2/13/24

I read this for the 2023 Book Riot Read Harder Challenge and just didn't finish in time. It's a very interesting story, and at points, I really liked the book. The tough part is that I found the narrator pretentious--and it's a memoir, so I guess I found the author pretentions, like she was leaning too hard into poetic language, using the story to show off, rather than letting the writing flow through. So, it was okay.

2 - The Vegetarian by Han Kang

2/26/24, audiobook

I read The Vegetarian for the Book Riot 2023 Read Harder Challenge item read a book in translation from a country you’ve never visited. I found the premise interesting, but I didn't love the story overall. It just felt like so much hating on this woman for becoming a vegetarian, and then it seemed like she lost her mind. It was just meh.

**3 - What It Means When a Man Falls From the Sky by Lesley Nneka Arimah

2/27/24

I regularly read short stories, all because my undergrad creative writing professor used the Best American Short Stories series as our "textbook." Each year, a new anthology comes out, and I probably have 10 or so from the last 20 years. I rarely, however, read short stories outside of this series, so I'm so so thankful for this recommendation from one of my classmates in the short story writing class I'm taking right now. She was raving so much about it, I just ordered it, and I'd finished it within two weeks. While there are some themes throughout the collection, each story was so unique and packed a punch of emotion. Truly fantastic collection that I highly recommend.

*4 - Asylum: A Memoir and Manifesto by Edafe Okporo

4/3/24

I read this for the Book Riot 2023 Read Harder Challenge Item... but I can't remember which one. Okporo tells the story of how he migrated to the United States as a refugee, as his life was in danger in his home country of Nigeria due to his sexual orientation. While the writing itself is dry and lacks some flow, I am really glad I read his story. There is so much talk about the "issue" of migration, but we so seldom hear people's real life stories and how our systems truly dehumanize people who are simply fleeing harm. Reading Okporo's story and his commitment to activism made me want to learn more and to see what influence I have in my community.

5 - Noor by Nnedi Okorafor

4/14/25, audiobook

Book Riot listed this book as being under the radar in 2023. The premise was great: technology versus analog. In this world, some people, like Noor, have been able to overcome barriers due to their physical body through body modifications. Noor feels like she has the body she wants, but there are others, whom she eventually meets, who believe it's wrong to have body modifications. But then, she's on the run and is somehow the main target of a war? I had trouble following all of that, even though there weren't a lot of characters. The enemy was so faceless that it was hard to be invested, as the story felt so one sided. I know I just missed or forgot some things, but I didn't enjoy the story enough to go back and figure out what I missed.

6 - Postcolonial Love Poem by Natalie Diaz

5/7/24

This was a lovely collection of poems that I started for the Book Riot 2023 Read Harder Challenge Item... but I, again, can't remember which one. Some of the lines really hit hard, and the poetry was beautifully lyrical.

**7 - The Adventures of Amina al-Sirafi by S. A. Chakraborty

5/8/24

I'm so thankful for the Bingo Book Club for getting me out of my comfort zone in reading! Marissa picked The Adventures of Amina al-Sirafi, and I got to go on a super fun middle-aged pirate adventure. The characters were so unique, and I especially loved cheering for heroes (anti-heroes?) who were my own age: totally capable but maybe have a knee injury or aren't as flexible as they used to be. The story itself had twists and turns and magic and delight. Highly recommend.

8 - The Devotion of Suspect X by Keigo Higashino

5/12/24, audiobook

I read this for the Book Riot 2024 Read Harder Challenge. I did not enjoy it. Like, the twist worked okay. But it would have worked for maybe a short story. It just dragged on and on. Just this detective and his weird friend being like, I think these two people who don't know each other well killed this guy. But we can't prove it. Huh. Weird. Talk to him. Talk to her. Still think that. Talk some more. I'm glad it's over.

9 - The Best American Short Stories of the Century, edited by John Updike and Katrina Kenison

5/19/24

The Best American Short Stories series is a favorite of mine. I was introduced to the series in my undergraduate creative writing classes. My fav professor, Tish O'Dowd, chose the most recent edition as the "textbook" for her classes. Since then, I have kept at it and currently have read 10 editions from the last 20 years--the most recent, 2023, edited by Min Jin Lee, being my favorite.

When I saw there was an OF THE CENTURY edition, for all of the 1900s, I thought that would be a perfect pick for the Book Riot 2023 Read Harder Challenge Item Read a Book of Short Stories. So, I ordered it. And when it arrived, I was like, welp, this isn't going to get done this year. I just assumed it would be a regular book of short stories, maybe 10-15 stories. Oh. No. this is OF THE CENTURY, so it has 56 stories. It is 788 pages long. So, yeah, it took awhile to finish. 

There were some really lovely stories in the collection, some of which I've read before (e.g., "The Things They Carried" by Tim O'Brien). I have to say though, I much prefer the later editions because of the diversity of authors, leading to really rich selected narratives. Because this one stopped at 1999, I missed that element that's present in the more recent editions. So, while I highly recommend the Best American series, I would recommend other editions before I would this one.

10 - Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins

5/26/24

I reread the series in anticipation of a Hunger Games-themed trivia night around my birthday. I only got halfway through the third book (and really, really needed a few answers from the second half), so I tok a few months to finish it up again. I have to say, this volume is much more violent and much more satisfying than I remembered!

11 - The Quaking of America: An Embodied Guide to Navigating Our Nation's upheaval and Racial Reckoning by Resmaa Menakem

*5/26/24, with Hilary Montgomery, Missy Jensen, Laura Masters, and Molly Stafford

Menakem offers a lot in this book, and I learned a ton. I'm especially thankful for the practices offered and the additional resources. Because of this book, I've been actively thinking about the visibility of my own activism and how I want to engage in activism. I've also taken steps to protect myself, in general and when in tense situations, including protests. While I was a bit timid and skeptical at the start, by the end of the book I felt more present with the tensions in this country and confident that I will continue to learn and practice, so I can be ready for those tensions to increase into the election season.

12 - When No One Is Watching by Alyssa Cole

5/27/24, loaned to me by Mom & Dad

I read this for the Book Riot 2024 Read Harder Challenge: Read a social horror, mystery, or thriller novel. My dad loaned me the book and said he liked it okay. I liked it okay too. I really, really liked the premise, and the tension and mystery both build nicely. There is a fantastic sense of place and community. I wanted a little more roundness to the main characters--especially because things get really violent really quickly at the end, and I didn't really buy it. But I did enjoy how Cole resolves everything. So, yeah. It was okay.

13 - A Buddha in the Attic by Julie Otsuka

6/5/24

This was a lovely collection of poems that I started for the Book Riot 2023 Read Harder Challenge Item... but I, again, can't remember which one. I'm not sure how I feel about it, to be honest. It felt more like a really long poem than a book of... historical fiction? There were really beautiful and haunting lines and images. Otsuka really stabs at the heart, sometimes with just one beautifully crafted sentence. But overall, I really don't like books where the characters don't have names. It bothered me even more that some of them did, but only in the second half, and I'm pretty sure any name was only mentioned once. I understand it's a tool to show the universality of the experience--while also highlighting that no experience was the same. I think that's why it felt like poetry, rather than a novel/novella. So, yeah. I'm not sure.

**14 - Palestine: A Socialist Introduction edited by Edited by Sumaya Awad and Brian Bean

6/17/24

This book was incredibly helpful in gaining a historical understanding of current-day Palestine from a Palestinian and socialist perspective. I got a ton of historical background, mixed in with philosophical frameworks, applied to the real-world setting. I also gained some understanding into the connections between movements all around the world. I highly recommend this book.

15 - Our Missing Hearts by Celeste Ng

6/30/24, read for Bingo Book Club

I was so skeptical about this book because I really did not like Little Fires Everywhere. I thought it was just gossipy. (But I also finished it, wanting to know what happened, so maybe I should write gossipy books.) This book, however, was totally different. It felt literary. Poetic. There were high stakes. And then... meh. It was fine. 

16 - Digital Minimalism: Choosing a Focused Life in a Noisy World by Cal Newport

7/1/24, audiobook

Were there useful insights and practices in this book? Sure. I took some things away. Plus, it's super short. And. It is clear to me that the author is a well-educated, white, cisman who is likely also pretty wealthy and seems not to have interrogated this whole system we call capitalism, nor his role in it and in our colonialist, white supremacist country. So much of it is like, just cut down on social media (which he has never used) and go for a walk! Walk every day! Maybe for four hours, like this famous (old, white, wealthy) man who is famous for his deep thoughts! While surely, hours spent scrolling social media (a low-impact activity) could be traded for better uses of our time. And also. There's SO much privilege in being able to engage regularly in "high-impact" activities, especially time alone doing things that are good for us. Also, he seemed to advocate for "productive" uses of our time, even spending a little time shaming just resting, if it's passive resting, like watching TV. While this book might be helpful to some, those shortcomings were irksome to me. I also don't spend a ton of time on social media and even have some specialized accounts to engage with content that I find truly joyful, rather than just mindless scrolling. So. If you feel like you're super super into social media in an unhealthy way, this book could be helpful. He gives actual practices, with rationale, to declutter that part of your life and engage in things that you actually want to engage in and give you the energy you want and need.

*17 - The Naked and the Dead by Norman Mailer

7/3/24

I picked up The Naked and the Dead because it's on the Modern Library's Top 100 of the 20th century, and it's been a long-term goal of mine to read all of the books on that list. I was not looking forward to this one, especially because of the length. But honestly? It was really, really good. The way the current action is intertwined with flashbacks to really flush out the characters and explain their choices was really beautifully done. The characters were so round, so unique, and there is enough substance that I didn't like or dislike any of them because they were too human to simplify like that. I also can't think of another book since Lonesome Dove that I physically felt the tension and the overwhelm at the end. Unlike Lonesome Dove though, I did want it to end because there was such a torturous climb (literally), and like the characters, I wanted a respite. Really surprised at this one!

18 - When the Emperor Was Divine by Julie Otsuka

7/4/24, finally finished from the Camp Michigania Book Club 2023

It was interesting to read this book alongside The Naked and the Dead because The Naked and the Dead is a story of U.S. soldiers in Japan during World War II, while When the Emperor Was Divine tells the story of Japanese Americans in the United States at that same time. While I feel like Americans learn a lot about World War II and have countless popular books and films set in that time, it's usually about U.S. soldiers in Europe, sometimes their families back home. But these two books, while fiction, talk about other stories and suffering during that war. Just interesting to focus on the Japan aspect of the situation for once, rather than the German or "generic" American soldier.

I feel similarly about this book as I did A Buddha in the Attic. I think I liked it even less because we have actual main characters--without names. At least in A Buddha in the Attic we heard dozens and dozens of stories, a swirl of stories in seas of people. But this was mainly a family of four, who had unique characteristics. I get that in not naming them, they could be any Japanese family at that time, but also, in this tory, they were a very specific family. It felt like I couldn't fully invest in them as characters because the author didn't think they deserved names. I also wanted more details. Like, what was the girl getting up to? I didn't see enough of the camp and her peers to really know, other than she was probably getting into some trouble. Anyway, not my favorite, even tough I wanted to learn more about this event in our history.

**19 - Best American Short Stories 2023, edited by Min Jin Lee

7/5/24

This is one of the best volumes of this series, and I love this series. It might have helped that I read it for a short story writing class that I really loved, but I think I would have loved them anyway. It's an incredibly eclectic collection, and so many of the stories were laugh-out-loud funny and very memorable. I highly recommend it.

*20 - Night by Elie Wiesel

8/8/24

Just an important read.

*21 - Braiding Sweetgrass: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific Knowledge and the Teachings of Plants by Robin Wall Kimmerer

8/11/24

I read this based on a recommendation from someone in my book club who said that this book is one that changed her life. I wouldn't say it was life changing, but I learned a LOT and it reconnected me with some of the reasons I like to be in nature regularly. It's a really important book.

*22 - The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches by Sangu Mandanna

8/19/24, audiobook

I low key loved this book. It reminded me of The Night Circus with its sweet magic and underlying (very adult) love story. I didn't see the twist(s) or the ending coming. It held my interest, and I'd recommend it to anyone looking for a light, sweet read that still has some depth.

23 - Anarchism and Education: A Philosophical Perspective by Judith Suissa

8/21/24

I learned a few helpful philosophical distinctions from this book, which does help me think through how I articulate my approach to teaching, but, even though I shouldn't because the title includes "a philosophical perspective," I really expected some applications to practice. There were a few examples of schools with some interesting practices, but there wasn't really much about what this philosophical approach means and looks like in practice. But, it was short and an interesting read!

24 - Body Trauma: A Writer's Guide to Wounds and Injuries by David W. Page

I picked this up upon recommendation from the professor in my horror writing course this spring. While the formatting and proofreading are really poorly done, this book is an incredible resource for anyone trying to write about bad things happening to a human body.

*25 - American Psycho by Brett Easton Ellis

9/22/24

Whoa. What a ride. I mean, I watched the film years back, so I thought I knew what I was getting into. But... no, no I did not. The book is SO much more gruesome. It felt like the violence in the film was campy and almost playful. That is not at all the case in the book. There are details that made me squirm and then shut the book to stare off in space for a bit, trying to wrap my brain around what I'd just read. And I have a pretty high tolerance for horror-y stuff. I mean, I loved the book, but some chapters were really, really hard to read. But then how he then flips to a diatribe on something completely innocuous, it was really brilliantly done. The changes in voice are so intentional and communicate so much about what the main character is experiencing. Brilliant book, but also, proceed with ample caution.

26 - We Dreamed of Empires by Álvaro Enrigue

9/30/24

I really wanted to like this, but I was honestly just confused most of the time. Characters and groups of characters had so many interchangeable names and nicknames that I just couldn't keep everyone straight. There were some really beautiful moments and language. 

27 - A Fever in the Heartland by Timothy Egan

I was a bit skeptical with someone picked this for book club... and then I was right to be. I wasn't aware of the story and the impact of this one event, but also... It's a white man writing a story about how a white woman "took down" the very powerful KKK in Indiana. Really (trigger warning): A very powerful member of the KKK / politician who had a lot of support brutally raped and tortured a wealthy white woman, who then took steps to die by suicide (while still in his custody) and then eventually did die. So. People only cared because a wealthy white woman was hurt, and she was forced into a situation where she had to endure sexual assault and torture for anything to be done. Like, this wasn't a hero story. This was a tragedy on many levels. 

**28 - A Head Full of Ghosts by Paul Tremblay

10/2/24, for Bingo Book Club

I had high expectations and then was kinda disappointed when I started because this horror subgenre is not one of my favorites, and I don't like it when men write from the perspective of women. But then... Tremblay really amped up the creepiness and did a great job narrating from the voice of a very weird kid (as all kids are weird) to a seemingly less weird adult woman. While many people feel like they know exactly what happened, I love that he had little drops of doubt that led to a fun book club discussion.

*29 - Writer's Market 

11/18/24, assigned in my horror writing class

While I'm still skeptical that this book will maintain its value because of how quickly things change these days, it has SO much valuable information for writers, including so many ideas of where to submit writing of any genre, length, or type. I will definitely be going back through it to decide where to submit my writing.

*30 - The Witch King by H.E. Edgmon

11/22/24

I read this for the Book Riot challenge of reading a YA novel by a trans author. This book started slow but then amped up in pace and stakes really fast. I also really appreciated something that my friend Allison once pointed out to me: YA really spells things out. You don't have to figure things out on your own. In the case of this book, that meant learning a lot about the teen trans experience and ways to be kind to people. I loved that the main character (Wyatt) was so complicated and was seemingly surrounded by simpler characters... until he wasn't. Everyone was complicated and was working through complicated situations. It really made for a compelling story, and I'm considering reading the rest of the books in the series.

*31 - American War by Omar El Akkad

11/22/24, for Bingo Book Club

Only Teesha and I showed up for this book club, and then only reason I'm bummed about that is this book was good. It was challenging and had such unique characters. I really loved the way El Akkad twisted a very American-style viewing of the world and put the power in another, very distant country's hands. It was so fascinating to think about how a very strange but also likeable and relatable character could be living her life as best she could in the middle of actors who acted like she didn't matter... and yet she really did. Finishing this after the 2024 election has me really reflecting on what people might feel pulled to do.

32 - Seven Days in June by Tia Williams

12/13/24, for Bingo Book Club, chosen by Deanna Benson

I think this was my first romance novel. I'm feeling kind of... neutral to warm about it. I liked the characters. I liked the HEA vibe, knowing I wasn't going to be disappointed, even if I didn't know how things were going to get resolved--and, more particularly, resolved in a way I could be at peace with. I wasn't absorbed by it though. I also tend to dislike stories where the main characters are writers... especially when some of the writing pieces aren't believable. I mean, clearly, most of them are, as Williams knows the writing/publishing industry. But others were a bit too romanticized for my taste. It's just so hard to do writer main characters well because writers are so close to it and have insider knowledge that many of us don't. And also, I liked how the two (fictional) book series tied together. That was nice. So, yeah. It was my first (I think) romance novel, so I can't judge all romance by this one. So, I'll probably try another and would love some recs!

**33 - Mother Night by Kurt Vonnegut

12/13/24

I decided it was time to revisit some Vonnegut, and since I'm rewatching Criminal Minds, which has an episode where two characters discuss Vonnegut and specifically Mother Night, I decided on that one. And... oof. I forgot what this book is about: A Nazi war criminal who is actually an American spy tasked with spreading propaganda, and he does it so well, they put him on trial for war crimes in Israel at the end of the war. While Slaughterhouse-Five is certainly an incredible commentary on war and how humans treat each other, Mother Night is a commentary on the hypocrisy of the roles we assign in war and how we artificially amp up the stakes. It was quite a story to read the month after the 2024 election.

*34 - Frankenstein by Mary Shelley

12/15/24, for Bingo Book Club, chosen by Selina Uringa

I'm so pleased Selina chose this for our book club pic for January. I've been meaning to read it, especially since I've been writing horror, and Frankenstein is so iconic. It's also sparked my interest more knowing that it was written by a woman in the 1800s. I mean, sure, Shelley was a very wealthy, very well connected woman (as evidenced by the author's note, where she discusses being inspired while visiting Lord Byron in Geneva), but still, there aren't a lot of well-known works of fiction (or any genre) written by women in the 1800s. 

I was surprised at how little I knew of this story. I mean, yes, Dr. Frankenstein creates a monster. But in the book, there are so few details about how the monster is created, and that's generally what I think of when I think of this story: a doctor painstakingly putting together body parts and trying to animate them. Frankenstein certainly goes through a painstaking process, even more so than I would have ever guessed, but we know far more about the exhaustion he experienced as a result of his work that we do about the process itself. And then, the monster... teaches himself French and then English? Through observation? And then is just kinda pissed and vengeful because everyone hates him because he's a monster? And he's super duper articulate? I had no idea. Super fun little read.

35 - Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt

12/20/24

This kind of book isn't really my cup of tea, but it was a very sweet story with some compelling characters. I didn't expect the octopus on the cover to be a central figure in the story, but that was kind of a fun twist on advancing and solving some mysteries. 

36 - Refuse to Be Done by Matt Bell

12/28/24, recommended to me by Tori Carl

I'm so pleased that some of my (writing) grad school friends took a course on teaching creative writing this fall and that their instructor assigned so many fantastic books to support writing a novel AND that these friends recommended the books to me! Refuse to Be Done is an incredible resource for strengthening a novel. I've already started paying attention to some of the advice around language, and I can't wait to go back and try some of the exercises on the novel I'm working on. Thank you, Tori!


#6 - Swim 10 Miles (Fail)

Even though I've spent many, many months and years making a living off the water, I wasn't ever really a swimmer. I'm a strong swimmer, but I'm slow. I don't quite know how long distances should take me. I take awhile to build up stamina for water cardio. 

Still, I kinda almost made it this year. For the first time in maybe ever, I enjoyed most of my swims. I've come to find it to be very meditative. I had some really overwhelming days where I felt very overstimulated, and dipping below the surface to that cool, blue quiet and then engaging in rhythmic movement was... important.

I also almost made my goal, kinda. I completed 8 out of 10 miles. That seems acceptable. 

I think I'll keep this list item for next year though because it's not quite habit yet, though it's getting there. From my items where I had biking, surfing, and yoga goals, I know that if I keep this on my to-do list, I'll make time and space for this practice that seems to be very healthy for me!

February: 1.5 miles; 4 swims; average 0.38

1 - 2/1/24: 574 yards (0.33 miles)

2 - 2/8/24: 574 yards (0.66 miles)

3 - 2/22/24: 684 yards (1.05 miles)

4 - 2/29/24: 793 yards (1.50 miles)

April: 1.45 miles; 4 swims; average 0.36

5 - 4/4/24: 437 yards (1.75 miles)

6 - 4/11/24: 738 yards (2.17 miles)

7 - 4/16/24: 629 yards (2.53 miles)

8 - 4/25/24: 738 yards (2.95 miles)

May: 2.10 miles; 4 swims; average: 0.53 

9 - 5/2/24: 957 yards (3.49 miles)

10 - 5/7/24: 1,148 yards (4.14 miles)

11 - 5/14/24: 1,094 yards (4.76 miles)

12 - 5/23/24: 500 yards (5.04 miles)

August: 0.14 miles; 1 swim; average: 0.14

13 - 8/16/24: 250 yards (5.18 miles)

September: 0.93 miles; 4 swims; average: 0.24

14 - 9/5/24: 492 yards (5.46 miles) 

15 - 9/10/24: 450 yards (5.72 miles)

16 - 9/17/24: 629 yards (6.08 miles)

17 - 9/26/24: 547 yards (6.39 miles)

October: 0.73 miles; 3 swims; average: 0.24

18 - 10/17/24: 246 yards (6.53 miles)

19 - 10/24/24: 766 yards (6.97 miles)

20 - 10/29/24: 519 yards (7.26 miles)

November: 0.43 miles; 1 swim; average: 0.37

21 - 11/7/24: 656 yards (7.63 miles)

December: 0.43 miles; 1 swim; average: 0.37

22 - 12/24/24: 656 yards (8.00 miles)


Saturday, December 25, 2021

#17 - Eat Vegetarian Every Monday (fail)

In an attempt to eat more sustainably, each year, I've been incorporating more
I love the fried tofu from Cozy Noodles
& am so stoked I finally found
a comparable recipe.
vegetarian
and plant-based (vegan) meals. I decided to do meat-free Mondays for 2021 (in addition to some stretches and vegan days). I gave myself 5 exceptions, not because it's too hard, but I wasn't sure if I'd forget or perhaps be somewhere where someone else is providing the food and there aren't vegetarian options. I stopped working on this one in November, when I finished my 12 items for the year, but that means I only missed 4 Mondays through November, which is pretty darn good, and I had a lot of vegetarian days during the rest of the week because I learned a ton of vegetarian recipes that I liked, and business has been slow, and vegetarian food is much less expensive than meat.

After doing 8 days vegetarian last year, it's been shockingly easy to eat vegetarian once per week this year. I have so many great recipes in my arsenal; I know how to improvise well with plant-based ingredients; and I know where to go to easily find new, great recipes. 

I've included pictures and descriptions of some of my fav veggie meals.

Exceptions

1 - 2/8/21

Spanish tortilla!
I was so stressed about "moving" back to Chicago to teach one day/week in person. I was hungry after staying up late packing and was not pleased with my veggie options for snacks. I decided to make an exception and have some turkey bacon late night.


2 - 7/19/21
Hearty veg soup

It was my dad's birthday, and he wanted to eat outside with a water view. We wound up at X, and while the view is great, they don't have great vegetarian options. I went with a buffalo chicken sandwich and was also pretty pleased that miss #2 was more than 5 months after miss #1 and in the second half of the year.

3 - 8/16/21

Blip #3 was also intentional, as I was renting a house and doing group meals with 11 other people, 6 of whom were children. I just went with the flow instead of trying to go buy my own meals for the day.

4 - 10/25/21

This one was my biggest oops without planning. I'd had a rough day and just wanted some pizza, but business had been slow, so I opted for a frozen pizza. When I got home, I realized I'd gotten a pepperoni pizza, and it was a Monday. So I could have found something else, but instead, I said, well, here goes day #4.

Portobello burger with
mozz, sauteed onions, & spinach

Thursday, December 20, 2018

#8 - Run 125 Miles (Fail)

A run on the Embarcadaro on a sunny San Diego Saturday morning.
January: That treadmill life!

February: More treadmills, but one day, the weather broke in to the 40's, so I went for a run along the lake front. What a great decision. As I reached my turnaround point, I discovered the Montrose Dunes, a place I never knew existed despite all my runs and bike rides along the Lake Shore Path. I slowed to walk along the beach towards the dunes, and a guy was walking nearby. He called over, "Do you want to see a snowy owl?" He gestured towards the water where a small group of people were gathered. They were bird watchers, come to see an unusual sight: a snowy owl in Chicago. My phone is not good enough to take pictures so far, but one of the photographers let me look through his telescopic lens. Really, really beautiful and a happy coincidence on a beautiful day. It was really nice to get such a lovely reward on my run!

About a dozen people checking out a snowy owl.

March: So many treadmills.

April: Finally outside!

May:

June: Welp. I just learned that the nagging lower back pain I have is a herniated disc. And guess what aggravates it? Running. Eff. So I'm on a break.

November: I tried to resume running. It's not my back. It's my hip. So... running is still a no go. Not good for my emotional wellbeing :(

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So I'm wrapping up the year with just under 100 miles. But if it weren't for injuries, this definitely would have been done. I'll try again next year!




#19 - Try All of Ruhlman's 20 Techniques (Fail)

When I finished my PhD program, K Rob gifted me with the book Ruhlman's 20, which walks through 20 essential techniques for cooking and includes recipes to practice each one. I did 12 of the 20 last year. I managed to knock 5 more out this year. It's a little weird I can't quite seem to finish it up. Some of the techniques and recipes left are very doable. I think what's actually happened is that I've gotten so into cooking that I've been reading a variety of cooking sources and trying all kinds of things, inspired my my new skills gained from practicing with Ruhlman. I'm sure I'll finally knock these last three out next year!

Many thanks to my perpetual taste testers, Chris Zann, Holly Zann, Elizabeth Pearson, and Michael Bigelow! I'm so happy to have a gang that regularly gathers together to enjoy each other's company and cooking!

The ones from this year are in bold.

1. THINK

Last year. Game changer.

2. SALT

I did this one last year, and I still get requests for the raw zucchini salad and make it often.

I also made lemon confit, a type of preserved lemon peel. I don't quite get it. Either it rotted or I don't enjoy the taste or I'm using it wrong. I still don't know.

Coq au vin simmering
3. WATER

The fanciest of chicken thighs
I made a meatloaf cooked in a water bath last year. This year I did a weeknight coq au vin. Like literally on a weeknight when I just happened to have (most of) the ingredients. It definitely wasn't as picture perfect as the book, but it was incredibly flavorful. I will definitely give this a go again. And so easy!

4. ONION

Maybe next year!

5. ACID

I made it for the first time last year, but I'm so stoked to have this pulled pork recipe in my repetoire. So easy to make, plenty to share, so flavorful.

6. EGG

Practiced only last year with a tart.

7. BUTTER

All these experiments were last year, but I have definitely not been shy about the butter lately.

8. DOUGH

Yum. Snickerdoodles, but also last year.

9. BATTER

10. SUGAR

11. SAUCE

I love the sauce chapter. I did some sauce last year and now I make versions of that sauce (including lots with butter) often.

12. VINAIGRETTE

Last year I made a light vinaigrette for a salad at the Zann's.

This year I did an endive with vinegrette. It was super easy, definitely not as pretty or easy to eat as in the book, but it was super tasty.

13. SOUP

I need to make more soup. I can't wait to try variations from the sweet bell pepper soup I did last year.

Sauteed chicken breasts
with tarragon butter sauce
14. SAUTE

I generally grill or bake chicken breasts, but Ruhlman said to give sauteing a try, so I did. Whoa. So moist. (That's for you, Holly.) This recipe was sauteed chicken breasts with tarragon butter sauce, which called for the simple butter sauce described above, with tarragon. As we ate these, Zann declared, "It turns out I like tarragon." But really I think he might just like butter and the tarragon was inoffensive.


15. ROAST

I have always been comfortable roasting, but I am thankful to this book for stepping up my roasting game. I did my experimenting with roasting last year.

16. BRAISE

17. POACH

I tried a couple poaching recipes.

It wasn't in the book, but after reading about poaching I decided to give it ago with my own concoction. I was craving a version of lemon-pepper chicken, and I decided to mix that up with poaching. Instead of just water, I used homemade chicken stock, lemon, garlic, and pepper and poached a single chicken breast, just for my dinner. Poached chicken always looks so bland, but this was likely the best chicken breast I have ever cooked myself, possibly one of the best chicken breasts I've ever eaten. I'd say I still prefer grilled chicken, but this was way, way better than any baked or broiled chicken I've had. I'm stoked to have this new technique in my repetoire.

The next week, I tried Ruhlman's warm arugula sad with bacon and poached eggs. I had to fudge a bit as my local grocery store didn't have arugula. I got an arugula-spinach blend instead. I also missed the part where I was supposed to get thick bacon, not regular pre-packaged bacon. While I hope to try the full recipe someday, I'm proud that I can improvise so easily now. The salad was very hearty and tasty. I will definitely make it again.

Oh right, the poaching part! I love eggs and have always wanted to learn to poach them. Turns out, I should have just Googled it years ago. Ruhlman offers a similar technique to Serious Eats. I went for the Serious Eats technique because it seemed easier to just use a strainer than a perforated spoon. I did take his suggestion of using water that is not bubbling. I think I might try it with a simmer next time because it seemed like the whites weren't as pretty as I would have liked. But everything turned out great and I will be poaching eggs on the regular thanks to this book.

18. GRILL

My next living space definitely needs access to a grill. I used to grill regularly in San Diego (where grilling season is year round), and I miss being able to cook flavorful, healthy food quickly.

I feel a bit like I'm cheating at this one, but it's going to have to do for now. Most of the technique Ruhlman teaches about grilling is about open flame and direct and indirect heat. I don't currently have a grill and the Zann's have a gas grill, so the charcoal techniques he offers are wasted on me.

For one of our Sunday dinners, I was asked to do the main dish and then I just couldn't decide between the Rip's own marinade for steak and the basic white wine marinade for chicken. So I did both. With the cut of steak, I should have cooked it on lower heat for a bit longer, but the chicken, I nailed the chicken. Perfectly cooked and very flavorful. Both marinades were foolproof and delicious. I've already done a version of the Rip's own to make sloppy joe's with some ground beef I needed to use up. No, that has nothing to do with grilling, but I'm stoked that I'm starting to understand how to combine flavors enough that I can apply these recipes to whatever I happen to have in my fridge.

19. FRY

20. CHILL

I did my best to make my version of a tasty "dessert" (read: after-dinner thing that might have a hint of sweetness) for one of our Sunday night dinners. I tried making granita. Grapefruit granita, to be exact. It's a simple recipe: just grapefruit juice, sugar, and white wine. It takes some commitment as it requires stirring every 30 minutes to break up the ice crystals, but I figured I could do that. It's supposed to take about 2-2.5 hours. So I made it about 3 hours in advance. I stirred it after 30 minutes--still pretty liquidy. I stirred again after an hour--didn't look any different. Again after another 30 minutes--still no change... and this continued until I headed with my slush to dinner. I put it in the freezer there, where it stayed for probably another 2 hours. Still just liquid with a few ice crystals.

My dear friends the Zanns assured me it was okay and we spooned out some of the liquid. It was tart. Really tart. I dug it. But it certainly wasn't a dessert. I took it home and froze it fully. I truly liked it. I even mixed a little with some vodka for a vodka slushie. Very tasty. For me, at least!

#7 - Read War and Peace (Fail)

So... I never posted this amazing post last year. But I failed last year. I succeeded this year.
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Starting in October, my goal was to read at least 3 chapters a day. I met that goal many days and exceeded it on a few. I'm still only half way through.

I'll attempt a more entertaining post when I actually finish... in 2020.

Sunday, December 16, 2018

#7 - Read 36 Books (Fail)


Well, I know there's still time left, so this list might get slightly longer, but there's no way I'm reading 24 more books in the next 2 weeks, so here it is. (To be fair, I should probably get credit for at least 20 books for making it through War and Peace.)

I mean, dang, I took on some serious stuff this year. Maybe a little lighter next year!

1 - To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf
1/5/18

*2 - The Tales of Beetle the Bard by J.K. Rowling
1/7/18, gifted to me by Rebeca Matus

*3 - The Hobbit by J.R. Tolkien
I'm not sure

4 - The Girl with the Lower Back Tattoo
4/14/18, gifted to me by Kevin Robitaille

5 - Little Fires Everywhere
4/29/18 (audiobook)

6 - Lincoln in the Bardo by George Saunders
5/30/18 (audiobook)

7 - War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
6/9/18, recommended by Maureen McGonagle and read with me by Alicia De La Pena

8 - Midnight's Children by Salman Rushdie
6/9/18

***9 - Tiny Beautiful Things by Cheryl Strayed
7/1/18, gifted to me by Casey Jordan

10 - Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
7/28/18, given to me at the DePaul Campus Rec Elf Ceremony

11 - Babbit by Sinclair Lewis
10/30/18

*12 - Catch 22 by Joseph Heller
12/9/18, read for the second time

*Recommend

Saturday, December 15, 2018

#9 - Go to 50 Group Fitness Classes

1 - Primary Crossfit
1/15/18
It was also on my list to try Crossfit. So I figured I'd start this list item with that one. Since that one is a stand-alone list item, I'll leave the in-depth description for that post.

2 - Sound Healing
1/26/18
The DePaul Women's Network offers a wide variety of workshops on campus. When the one for Sound Healing came out, I was taken back to some emotional yoga classes that ended with the singing of crystal bowls. Yeah, it's super hippy/new age, and I'm into it. It's so helpful for me to take time in my day to check in with my body and mind, to notice what I'm feeling. A full hour of Sound Healing felt like exactly what I needed at the moment, three weeks into a busy quarter where I hadn't been still often. Unfortunately, the people coordinating the event didn't pass on yoga etiquette to the attendees, so one person came 35 minutes late and then negotiated with the instructor to stay while the rest of us were taken out of the moment. Then, during the sound bath at the end, it was apparent the person checking the second class in told them to wait outside the studio, so there were 15-20 women chatting loudly just outside the door. I tried to let the distraction go and be in the moment, but I just couldn't do it. I've been battling some anxiety where my thoughts race and I can't focus, and that moment felt like a metaphor for it: the chattering distracting me from being present in the things I wanted to do. But, overall, the instructor was delightful and I would totally go again if offered the opportunity.

3 - Yoga
1/29/18
I have 3 instructors at DePaul that I like so far. I've put their classes on my schedule with the intention to go twice a week. Here's a start!

4 - Yoga
3/12/18

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6 - ?
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7 - Yoga
4/12/18

8 - Yoga
4/19/18

9 - Yoga
4/23/18

10 - Yoga
6/1/18